family matters

so i just got of the phone with Tayter.. probaly the longest conversation we've had in a while... but it was good. i told him im ready to leave alaska, i just cant stand living with the piece of shit known as my father aka John any longer. He thinks i should try to stick it out if possible bcuz he should be here in a couple weeks... but i honestly dont think i can.

i cant stand sitting in a house all freakin day by myself. i cant stand hearing his voice day in and day out, it makes me cringe, especially when hes yelling at me.

i dont think im gonna tell him im leaving. im just gonna go home and put the rest of my shit in my suitcase, and im gonna leave. i really hope kyle can get me a ticket back to AZ for as soon as possible. well i guess we'll see...